No go

I am sad. My first introduction to foster care sucks.The caseworker just called and explained that the foster mom who was taking the sibling wanted to keep both of them. Understandable yes, I am glad that they get to stay together but I can't help but feel disappointed. I guess this is the reality of what we do. Maybe next time I won't get so excited, now I have to go put everything away. My little girl is sad too, I guess I have learned something through this. I need to do a better jjob at protecting my kids' feelings and my heart too if that's even possible.